Close Window Everything (The song was born of many rejections and disappointments. Strangely enough, it's turned into one of the funner songs we play. Is "funner" a word??) There's no turning back now The words have left now there is no doubt I thought you were my friend Trusting enough to let my guard down You took what I gave you And told me it meant nothing to you at all And I should've known better Cause just like the rest you want to see me fall Everything I learned I learned from you About lies and deceiving and all your cold dealing Every time I tried you cut me down With cries of derision that clouded my vision For whom were you looking One who clear and plain just more of the same I don't fit that makeup And leading me on was your way to have fun There were promises given About what you'd do how you'd help me through In the night it seemed alright But when the sun rose I was all alone (Chorus) I can't take it much longer There's no one who'll accept me My defenses are falling And the future I can't see Is this what you really wanted To take everything I loved For now it's your little victory But I won't ever give up It was never enough to try to fit in with you If I played either side only the other would do So I'll leave all the doubt, it's just a tired old game Saying I can't win, your own fear's to blame (Chorus) I'll take every word and commit it to heart That'll serve as reminder of all that I'll fight for And with every day there'll be one piece more To prove you are the one who is wrong about everything Kiyoshi Graves ©2006 Hideko Music Close Window